A groggy, domestic, few days
It is the week before my birthday, and I’ve been enjoying the process of going inward. The past few days have been a little stressful, so it has been much needed.
We found out there was a gas leak in our backyard, that had been slowly leaking out for an undetermined amount of time (though he said it might have been a while). I’m so grateful to have it fixed now, because PHEW!
Y’all I have not been feeling good. I’ve been tired, foggy, my stomachs been upset, my…
Well you get the point.
And I couldn’t figure out why!
Turns out it’s because we’ve been slowly inhaling gas! Luckily the leak wasn’t too big, but man it packed a punch. (I spend a lot of time outside)
It immediately was like a weight had been taken off the backyard. I got to bring my art stuff outside this morning, so that I could enjoy the calm weather as I worked. The heat of summer still taunts us, but it is nice in the shade. Just waiting for the breeze.
It felt refreshing! I’m hopeful for the ways I’ll start feeling better. I have missed being recharged by the outdoors.
Especially right before my birthday! It feels like it just sprung around the corner. I couldn’t be more excited, but also more shocked!
A PUZZLE MEL AND I DID TOGETHER^
Suddenly “in a few weeks” became “next week” became “this upcoming week.”
Wish me luck y'all, I’ve got so much to get done!
I’ll be happy to share photos from the various events and celebrations we get up to.
I am so thankful to be reaching my 21st year. I am grateful for every day I spend on this planet.
We’ve spent our time, groggy as we were, tending to ourSelves.
I’ve been cooking us warm meals. We’ve been eating through a large batch of spaghetti I made last night. I want to upload a recipe for it, and even began taking photos of the preparation process. However, I wasn’t sure how much more to add of each ingredient, as I was making a bigger batch than the initial (accidentally delicious) meal.
No worries for us! I’ll be glad to make it again, and tweak the measurements till it’s just right.
We got a new candle as well! Something rare in our household; they are quite expensive, and I enjoy the intention of purchasing one every now and then.
One of my fondest memories in Portland was when Mel and I had walked (during the icy pre-Christmas winter) to a B&BW to smell all the candles.
We laughed at the realization that we were likely loopy from candle fumes (they had an impressive collection), but were both filled with the joy and wonder of the holiday season. Bundled in our jackets and thick socks; the cold gave us reason to get close to one another.
I’m eager for the upcoming autumn to winter season to envelope us. I cannot help but feel unbridled cheer and excitement. The world around us, and inside me, lights up!
The candle smells delicious, by the way, and my mama said she enjoyed our choice as well. Unfortunately, the smell did give Mel a headache. Which we have been tending to.
Another reason we don’t burn too many candles, but I cannot help but find joy in them!
P.S I filmed a new video today for my ASMR channel, where the candle is shown! Shameless little promo ;)
https://youtu.be/hXNdbR7lOIo?si=4JpIASQs_WyVC9bO
